Don't cry, don't cry, my child..! When I see your tears burning me,,I can't stand to see you cry any time,,how long will I have to see you like this..? I can't stand it,,calm down my child, God willing, today I made a *PROMISE* to tell you *YOUR ORIGIN!* The story of you and your mother along with all the challenges we faced, I agree to tell you today..!"
Even before he spoke, they heard her let out a terrifying scream that must have made them both turn around and look at each other with worried faces. Nuraz, hearing her scream and her sudden change in attitude, quickly moved behind the woman, saying:
“Annie..! Tell her to leave, I don't want to.. Please.. I'm scared, she's looking at me like that, I'm going to get scared, and I'm going to stop going to her place..!”
Holding it, Annie quickly moved to her body, slowly turning her head to the side where she was sitting, looking at her lifelessly.
“Oh *HAUWA.!* why are you trying to scare him?? Do you want his life to go back to normal, after all the problems he's been facing and not knowing what tomorrow will bring..?”
Tears slowly began to fall from her eyes, before she quickly bowed her head to the ground, shaking her head without saying a word.
"What's wrong with you that you're crying?" Annie asked, looking at her again. She continued to shake her head as if she was the only one who could do anything. She still didn't say anything. Annie, who was standing there with a worried face, said
"You don't want to know his origin, do you? You'd rather we leave his life like this in misery and darkness..?? What's the point of hiding..? Do you think that will make the people who are complaining about him not having a father stop.? What's his fault that he's like this..!? That's why he uses his mother's name and his life is being disrupted..Do you want the world to continue calling him *UNORIGINAL,,,UNROOT..?* He continues to live in worry and sadness all the time he is called *UNORIGINAL..A SON OF A WOMAN.?"*
The room was silent for a moment, then Annie slowly turned to look at him and then at her and said
“As we have been living since his birth in the darkness and sorrow of this matter, my hope is that from this day on, everything will become history, I am tired of seeing our lives in worry, we are in trouble in the streets, how long will we take this..? That's it!³ If you didn't tell him at that time, that was not enough.! I am tired of God, so today I will try to get our hearts out of you, I will tell *NURAZ* his origin, not for anything but because he must know who his father is... Whether you like it or not, whether you agree or not, I will tell him everything according to the command of my heart, I agree to tell him..!”
Kara released her voice again, even more startled than before, shaking and writhing as if she was about to wake up. Nuraz, who was beside Annie, turned around in worry and was about to leave the room. He knew the situation was serious, but before he could reach the door, Annie grabbed him by the arm, and he was afraid. He turned around and looked at her with a frown.
“Annie.! Tell her to stop, you know I don't like yelling.! It's making me anxious.! It's making me nervous..”
She quickly hugged him because she saw that he was trying to calm down and said, “I'm so sorry, my son.. Nothing will happen, God willing, just be quiet, I'll talk to her, she'll let you hear, don't worry..!”
He lifted Annie's body, letting out a sigh and closing his eyes. After a moment of silence, he looked up at her. He looked at her face and quickly pulled back again, seeing that her entire face was flushed with a kind of frightened sadness. Her eyes were red and fierce like coals of fire. He held Annie tightly, calling her in deep concern.
“Annie.. Have you seen her yet.. Tell her to leave, I don't want it..!”
She also gave him a look of intense fear, and for the first time since they had been talking, she didn't hesitate to start speaking in a voice that sounded hoarse.
“Get out of here..! I don't want to see you.. Don't come back to where I am,,get out I don't want you to come to where I am.. I don't want to hear,,I hate him, I will never forgive him.. I hate him.!³”
The way she was talking and screaming until she was biting her tongue and chewing made blood immediately start to flow from her mouth like a new razor blade. The intense pain of pain pierced her brain and she became deaf again, shocked and gathered her strength in one place. A kind of suffocation, like a giant sword, grew stronger in her terrible screams and she entered the room with both her hands. The rope that was holding her body jumped to the side, before she could blink her