bayar, ina so ku sani ba ni ce zan amfani dasu ba. Ko naira bana so, bana da sha'awa a ciki. Dan haka na sadaukar ma da gidan Marayun da muka je dakai kwanaki, Naji kana son tallafa masu, dan haka nima wannan gudunmuwa ta ce zuwa gareka. Allah kuma ya taimaka, ya baka sa'a, sannan ya ci gaba da dafa maka akan dukkanin al'amurran ka ameen"


Da sauri Nihal ɗin ta maida kallon ta zuwa gareni, cike da tsantsar mamaki da al'ajabi sosai take kallo na. Ikon Allah, wacece ma Suhan ne wai? Dama haka take? Dama mace mai ɗinbin alkhairi tattare da ita, suka dinga wulaƙanta ta ada cen baya?

Saurin tasowa tayi zuwa garenin, tana mai rungume ni kai tsaye ta saki kuka.

"Aunty ki yafe man, nayi nadama Yaya ka taya ni bata haƙuri, insha Allahu na ɗauke ta tamkar ƴar uwa ta a yanzu, Yaya Aunty Suhan mace ce ta gari kaman Umman ta, dan Allah Aunty ina mai roƙon ki da ki sake yafe mani a karo na barkatai"


Nima rungume ta nayi sosai cikin jiki na. Ina mai goge ƙwallar da ta zubo mani. Ko a mafarki ban taɓa tunanin kaiwa haka ba, ko a mafarki ban taɓa tunanin zama yanda na zama ba a yanzu. Dole na gode ma Allah da wannan baiwa da yayi mani.

A hankali na zame ta daga jikin nawa. Ina mai cewa "Ba komai Nihal, ke ɗin kaman ƴar uwa kike a gareni, insha Allahu babu abunda zai gagara inyi maki, ko domin miji na, ko domin uban ƴaƴa na, ko domin wanda ya bani farin ciki fiye da yanda na tsammata"

Cike da so da sha'awa yake kallo na. Baima san me zaice mani ba. He's speachless dai a Yanzu.

Har dare yayi Ya Ameen na yaba mani, yana mai faɗa man kalamai masu matuƙar daɗi, wanda saboda hakan ne ma naci alwashin sanar mashi da labarin cikin nawa, ko domin yanda naga yana cikin farin ciki da annashuwa.



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Saida muka kammala komai na al'ada, sannan ne na samu na faɗa toilet ina mai sakar ma kaina ruwa.

Wani farin ciki kawai nake ji yana shiga ta ta ko ina, in na tuno da albishir ɗin da nake shirin sanar ma Ya Ameen ɗin.

Ina shiryawa ne nake hango shi ya ƙura man ido ta cikin madubi. Ɗan waiwayowa nayi ina mai sakar mashi murmushi, yayi mun kyau shima, kwance yake bisa ƙayataccen gadon, ya lulluɓe kusan rabin jikin shi da blanket purple, sai walwali yake cikin Hasken farin ƙwai, hannun shi riƙe da waya, alamun yana latsa wa, amman fuskar shi da hankalin shi tsaf a kaina.

Shima lumshe man idanu yayi a hankali, yana mai jin wani irin yanayi a jikin shi, dalilin da ya sanya na idasa cusa gashin nawa cikin hular, ina mai taka wa a hankali na isa gaban gadon.

Sai nake ganin kaman yana da ƴar damuwa, kawai yana ɓoye man ne.

Hannayen shi duka na kamo cikin tafukan nawa hannayen, ina mai murza su a hankali. Sai ajiyar zuciya yake saukewa a hankali, inda ya sake janyo ni zuwa jikin nashi, na faɗa bisa gadon.

Ban musa ba na lafe, kaman wata mage, shima sake gyarawa yayi sosai yanda zan ji daɗi, yana mai zame ƴar yalolon hular da take cike da sumar kan tawa. Shafawa yake a hankali a hankali.

Mu duka munyi laƙwas, kowa na shaƙar ƙamshin kowa, wani irin yanayi ne a tattare damu. Samun Ya Ameen a gareni ba ƙaramin abu bane, gashi yau ni Suhan wai har da cikin Yayan namu a jiki na.

"Kin yi kyau Baby na! Faɗa man menene Sirrin wai? Naga har wani shining kike yi" ya faɗa a hankali cikin kunne na.

Ƴar naj i jiki na yayi man, lokaci guda ina mai sakin murmushi, na sunne kaina cikin ƙirjin nashi.

"ko sirri ne? Ba za'a faɗa ma Yaya ba?" ya sake faɗa shima, cikin jin wani irin sauƙin kasancewar tamu haka.

Ɗan girgiza kai nayi a hankali.

"To a faɗa man, Sirrin Suhan ai na Al'ameen ne" ya jaddada man a cikin kunne.

Naji daɗin kalaman shi, ko a mafarki ban taɓa tunanin zan samu daraja da ɗaukakar haɗa kaina da Ya Ameen ba. Sai gashi yau da bakin nashi ma yana haɗawa.

A hankali na kamo hannayen nashi, ina mai ɗora su bisa shafaffen cikin nawa, wanda kai kace ma babu ƴan hanji a ciki.

Shafawa ya shiga yi a hankali, yana mai wara idanun shi sosai a saman fuskar tawa.

Soke kaina nayi cikin blanket, ina mai ɗan ɗaga kaina a hankali.

Zumbur yayi daga bisa gadon, yana mai tallafo ni sosai.

"What Suhan? Baby! Kina da baby nan ciki? Ciki na? Are u pregnant baby?" duk ya jero man waɗannan maganganun a lokaci guda.

Gyaɗa kai nayi a hankali, har yanzu na gagara ɗora idanu na a kanshi, wata irin kunyar shi nake ji.

Ai da ƙarfi naji ya sauke ajiyar zuciya, yana mai furta *"Alhamdulillah ya Allah"*

*"Thanks you aloot aloot Baby, kin biya ni, kin gama man komai, am so proud of you Baby, you mean kina ɗauke da ciki na? My Kid? My happiness?"*

Saukowa yayi sosai daga bisa gadon, ya shiga kai komo yana shafa kai, har yanzu fuskar shi a wasashe take sosai. Sai kuma na ga ya dawo da sauri zuwa bisa gadon ya ɗago ni sosai, yana mai rungume ni sosai, kaman zai mayar dani cikin ciki.

Mun kai minti biyar a haka, sai numfashi nake ji yana saukewa a hankali a hankali

*"Zan zama Dad very soon dear, me kike so? Me kike so in maki? Dama na faɗa maki ina da ajiya nan ciki, Dad zaiyi grandson haka ma Umma"*

Ya faɗa cikin sauƙi sosai. Ni sai na zama ma kaman wata sauna, duk murnar cikin ce haka? Hada surutai?

Da kallo nake binshi, nima murmushi kwance a saman fuska ta.

Caraf! Naji ya ɗage ni zuwa sama, sai kuma ya fara juyi dani a hankali a hankali, maƙalƙale shi nayi sosai, ina mai sakin dariya mai sauti, bai damu da a jiyo mu ba, duk kuwa da cewa dare yayi.

Saida ya kula da na fara jin juwa, sannan ya dire ni bakin gadon yana mai faɗin "Zauna a hankali Baby"

Zama nayi, har yanzu hannaye na cikin nashi. Zamowa yayi zuwa ƙasa ya durƙusa sosai, yana mai kuma tallafo fuskar tawa.

"Thank aloot dear, ban san kuma ne zance maki ba, kin gama bani komai a rayuwa ta, please ki kula man da kanki, ki kula man da baby na please and please Suhan"

Gyaɗa mashi kai nake yi sosai, nima wani irin daɗi nake ji, zan so ace yaron ma yayi kama dashi, Ya Ameen komai da komai nashi burge ni yake yi, watau wannan miskilanci, rashin son hayaniyar da ada ya kan bani haushi, sai gashi yanzu su ne suka dawo suna burge ni, kusanta ta gare shi, sai na gane, ashe duk wani kallo da nake mashi a da, da kuma irin fassarar da na mashi, ashe duk ba haka yake ba, shi mutum ne dai da Allah yayi shi mara son hayaniya, ashe ba ɗagawa ko izza bace ke sanya shi hakan, shi mutum ne mai tausayin na ƙasa dashi, ko kuma wanda bai kaishi ba, shi mutum ne mai yawan kyauta, mai iya zama da mutane, mutum ne wanda babu ruwan shi da sha'anin wasu, mutum ne ba mai yawan abokai ba, balle yayi jaye jayen mutanen da ba su dace da rayuwar shi ba.

Ɗan nisawa nayi, lokacin da naji laɓɓan shi saman baki na, har wata ajiyar zuciya na sauke, kafin in fara maida mashi da dukkanin saƙunan da yake aika man.

Mun nutsa ne wayar shi ta ɗauki ruri. Duk da kasancewr dare ne, sai banyi mamaki ba, in nayi la'akari da cewa suna ƙoƙarin komawa bakin aiki ne, saboda a haka kusan zan iya cewa kullum a cikin amsa waya yake.

Bilal ne, dan haka ya ɗan miƙe cikin dariya sosai, yana mai amsawa yake faɗin

"Sai ka bani goro kafin na faɗa maka friend"

Ta ɗaya ɓangaren Bilal cikin mamaki yace "Faɗi me kake so? I promise to give u friend"

Dayake wayar a handsfree ya saka ta, ina iya jiyo abunda yake faɗa, juyowa yayi zuwa gareni, yana mai ɗan man alamu da waya akan me zaice? Me nake so? ɗan murmusawa nayi, ina mai son gyara wanciya ta, idanu na a kanshi. Da sauri ya maƙale wayar a kunnen shi da kafaɗa, yana mai matsowa inda nake cikin sauri ya shiga gyara man kwanciyar.

Alamu ya kuma man da hannu, bayan ya miƙe tsaye, yana mai kashe man idanu.

"Agwaluma" na furta a hankali, cikin jin kunya, duk da bansan lokacin da baki na ya faɗi hakan ba.

*"Agwaguma"* ya faɗa shima cikin sauri.

A lokaci guda muka tun tsire da dariya ni da Bilal ɗin.

Watau agwalumar ma bai iya faɗa ba, ikon Allah.

Ɗan ɗaure fuska yayi, lokacin da yaji Bilal na faɗin "Shege ai ba ma sai ka faɗa ba, to na gane, congrat friend, ashe girma kuma yazo? Yanzu zakayi hankali dan ubanka"

Ɗan kallo na ya sata, ni kuma sai na ɗauke kai kaman banji ba, dai cen na ji ya bushe da dariya yana faɗin "Yanzu zaka kawo ta kuwa tunda kunyi mani wayau"

Shima cikin farin ciki sosai Bilal ɗin ke ma Ya Ameen murna, saidai ya roƙi alfarmar a bari sai da safe zai kawo, yanzu kam dare yayi, har sha ɗaya ta wuce.

Ina jin su suna waya, duk abunda Bilal ɗin ya faɗa, amsa mashi kawai yake yi, saboda a irin tsananin farin cikin da take ciki.

Naga gata a cikin daren, komai nake kafa kafa yake dani, yanda kasan wata jariri ya, sai riritani yake yi. Hatta da sallr asuba da muka tashi, har toilet ɗin ya kaini. Kai ko bacci bai yarda inyi ni kaɗai ba, ba tare da ina cikin jikin shi ba, yana shafa cikin a hankali a hankali.

Kafin kwana biyu kaf labarin cikin ya buɗe ko ina, nace ina ruwan ba sabun ba. Ni da ganɗoki mu je biki

Sai kuma me, tun da maganar cikin ta fasu, sai jiki na ya fara ciwo, yau wannan gobe wancen, laulayi dai irin na masu yaron ciki, ina son Wancen, banson Wancen, duk abunda na ce ina so ya siyo mun shi mai yawa ya kawo, har asibiti muka je akace ba wata matsala bace, saidai in ɗan dinga hutawa.

Umma na ba ƙaramin farin ciki tayi ba, saidai ta ɓoye ne saboda kawaici.

Ƴan dubiya akai akai sukan zo, hatta da wasu daga cikin ƴan Kankiya saida suka zo.

Kaka zuwaira kuwa kusan kullum sai ta kira ni, haka aunty Feena, haɗa ƙara bani wasu shawarwari.

Dad ma sai gashi da kanshi sashe na, karon farko da ya tako sashen namu, kunya duk sai ta lulluɓe ni, dayake tare da Mom suka shigo, saidai na kula ta ɗan yi sanyi, tana son ba ni kulawa, saidai ban sani ba ko kunya ce ke hana ta.

Labarin cikin ya yi ma wasu daɗi, saɓanin wasu kuma, saidai koma dai menene hakan mu a gare mu alkhairi ne.

Abokan Ya Ameen wasu tun biki rabo na dasu, sai gasu suna tururuwar zuwa, oh ni Suhan, kenan duka binsu yayi yana shelanta ni, ciki kaman kanshi farau.

Classes da zamu fara da Nihal ma, cewa yayi a dakata aga yanayin jikin, saidai ba ƙarya ba, wallahi ina ɗan shan wahala, ni kaɗai nasan yanda nake sha. Har Ammi ma saida ta kira ni, dayake Afnan ta tsegunta ma Sir Salim, shine shima fa ya kira ni.

Ina ganin abubuwa iri iri, motsin kirki da nayi akan idanun shi ne, kullum sai an ba cikin nan Kiss ya kai sau ashirin, butsu butsu, ko fita yayi sai kiga ya dawo da wuri.

Afnan kullum kusan tana sashen, ita da Nihal suke haɗuwa suna mna wasu aikace aikacen, da yace a kawo man masu taya ni, ni ce nace a'a bana so.

Sai gashi Nihal da ada ni ce nake shiga in share mata ko ina a ɗakin ta, in dafa mata abunda take so, yau gashi har ɗaki har toilet Nihal ke gyara mun, the same wahalar da na kasance ina mata a da, ita take yi man, ko so take ta ƙara kakkaɓe laifin ta a gareni ne? Oho?


Na kusan sati biyu a haka sannan na fara jin dama dama. Shima makaranta ne da zamu rubuta final exam, ya sanya na daure, na ƙarfafa jiki na na miƙe. Sai gashi kuma nan take dole, karatu muke yi sosai, at the same time kuma in na samu chance, mukan yi class da Nihal da Afnan, sai gashi Nihal na mamaki, da ta tambayi Afnan wai nawa na amsa, tace ko naira, ban ma yi maganar ta biya ni ba, jikin ta ya sake yin sanyi, kenan dai ta kula da biyu na karɓi kuɗin ta, to koma dai menene ta gode, tunda duk abunda muke yi tana ganewa sosai, sai gashi cikin ɗan ƙanƙanin lokaci komai nata ya fara cenza wa, ta fara komawa ainahin Nihal ɗinta a baya, mace mai son gayu da kwalliya, gashi kuma Nureen akai akai ya kan kira ta a waya, ya ji daɗi da ta tabbatar mashi da cewa ta fara iya abubuwa da dama.

Saudat ko tazo bata leƙowa, ko a sashen Mom muka haɗu da ita, saidai ta bini da wani kallon banza, haushin Nihal take ji, wai kaman Nihal ace ta saki kambun ta, tana bina sau da ƙafa, gashi ni kuma sai wani jansu a jiki nake yi, ina nuna kaman su ƙannai na ne na gaske.

Zamu iya cewa Hajiya Kubra ta ji matuƙar daɗin hakan, ta ɗauka aure na da ɗan nata zai kawo cikas, ko naƙasu a zamantakewar gidan nata, ta ɗauka ci baya ne ace yaron nata ya auri yarinya ƴar aiki mara gata da galihu kama ta. Saidai bata nuna ba ko alama, kuma har yanzu ta kan ɗan fita ga harkokin ta, duk da har yanzu taji shiru daga masarauta, duk kuwa da cewa an kamo Hajiya Laila da Alhaji Yaro.

So take Sa'a taji kunya, har lailan ma, tunda su dai mayaudara ne, maciya amana, ko da za'a raba ta da dukiyar, Amman ya kasance ta ga Hajiya Laila, Hajiya Sa'a da Alhaji yaro sun wulaƙanta, sun muzanta a duniya.



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Kaman kullum, mun kammala duk girkin da muka yi a ranar, Nihal na kitchen tana gyarawa, Afnan kuma na zaune bisa Sofa kusa da ni, tana mammatsa man hannaye na, da ƙafafu na da suka ɗan yi fushi, saboda tsayuwa.

Ya Ameen yayi sallama shi da wani Likitan shi mai suna Dr Aleeyu, Wanda ya kasance shi ke duba ni. sai Bilal da suke tare.

Ɗan janye ƙafa ta nayi, da niyyar tashi, ina mai gyara zaman ɗan kwali na a bisa kaina.

Itama Afnan niƙewa tayi. Da sauri ya sanya hannu yana mai dakatar da ita.

"Noo Lil Sis, cigaba da matsa mata ƙafafun, hala aiki tayi mai yawa ko? Bata jin magana, Dr yace ta dinga samun hutu, Amman ta matsa ma kanta, sauƙin ma ɗaya da ta samu ta kammala jarabawar. Dr gata nan ka duba ta, sannan ka sake yi mata faɗa, ni bata jin magana ta"

Zama Dr ɗin yayi gefe, yana mai murmushi yake faɗin "Madam ya gida? Ya je ya tattago ni, wai nazo na duba mashi ke, baki ɗan jin daɗi, gashi kin ƙi ki zauna ki huta, wai haka ne?"

Ina kallon Ya Ameen da yake tsaye ta kusan bisa kaina , nake girgiza kai "Dr zaman ne ya isheni, shi yasa banson in zauna ɗin"

Ɗan hararar wasa ya sakar mani, yana mai tarar numfashi na "Aleeyu kada ka yarda da maganar ta, ka duba ta sosai please"

Cewar shi, yana mai komawa kusa da Bilal ya zauna. Sosai muka gaisa da Bilal, ina tambayar Umme, wanda har ta dawo, har ni ma tazo ta duba, da yaron ta danƙwalele kyakkyawa sosai mai sunan Ya Ameen.

BP ɗina ya fara ɗauka, sannan nauyi na, sai kuma sauran aune aune.

Ɗagowa yayi yana mai kallon Ya Ameen cikin ido. "Watau yallaɓai, akwai buƙatar a sake kula fa sosai, ita da baby duk lafiyar su lau, nan da wata guda ma zata iya fara zuwa awo, sai ka kai mana ita cen wajen mu, akwai ƙwararrun likitocin da zan sanya su bata kulawa ta musamman, wanda suke fannin masu ciki"

Gyaɗa kai yayi sosai cikin gamsuwa, inda sai da ya sake kafa wasu dokokin sannan ya tafi.

Tun da likita ya sake bada doka, sai ya kasance ko ƙwai baya shan kula da riritar da nake sha. Hatta da ruwan zafi a flaks shi ke dafawa yana zuba wa. Abinci kuma daga cikin gida, sashen Mom ake kawo man, shima Afnan ce ke yi. Sai Umma idan ta dafa abun marmari na gargajiya tana aiko Afnan ɗin dashi. Shima sai da Ya Ameen yayi ma Dad complain ɗin Mom yanzu bata kula ni sosai, sannan yayi mata magana, sai a lokacin ne ma aka samu ta shigo ta duba ni, duk da cewa cikin ranta tana tausaya man, domin ta san irin wahalar da nasha lokacin ina ciki, kuma tana fata ace ciki na, ba zaiyi daɗewar